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I walk in the halls Alone And I see you With people surrounding you With no idea that I exist You don't know it But I'm sickened by this Strange obsession That creates disturbing fantasies About what could happen If you knew me. If I knew you Because of my Sick, strange obsession I'm attatched to you And you still would give me The time of day Let alone your heart. This obsession is consuming me It's drowning my thoughts of creativity With you With only you And so to quell this disturbing obsession I write And hope I'll make it through another day Without you.

Kiss me once I'll be on my knees Begging you to stay Pleading with you not to Leave me alone On the coldest winter night Holy my hand I need to be hiden Away from the world Did you love me once Long long ago I will run to you Without hope Without a dream Blood thirsty refuge There is no hope But light And I'll die in the darkness Alone tonight.

I used to love her Cold and uncaring ways And now I can't help but be hurt And pained by them. She told me that she'd never forget me But I don't see recognition in her eyes anymore She's falling away, and doesn't see That I don't want to hurt her Just love her. I know things are hard for her I know she's hurting And I know she thinks I'm making it worse I don't want her to think that I'm trying to hurt her. All I want to do is love her She told me that she'd never forget me But I don't see recognition in her eyes anymore She's falling away, and doesn't see That I don't want to hurt her Just love her. When did this world G

In another place another time I guess it could have been Different Had you not been around Had you not been able to dig beneath the barriers? And pierce my heart With your words It could have gone about differently Had you not been a spectator Watching only my life And the joke it really turned out to be But you only smiled And laughed with the others As my light drained away So now I stand Here alone beneath a city lamp Watching you As your life leaks From a hole in your chest And I lean forward And kiss your cold lips For you see, I'm kissing the killer A final gunshot cracks through the night. Another body fall

What is a kiss? The gentle brushing of lips to cheek One of compassion Of platonic love Of promises like "I will always try to make you smile.   "Even when you can't find it in yourself to do so." The feather soft touch of lips to lips One of gentleness Of care Of promises like "I will always be with you. "Even if the world decided to turn against us." The passionate coaxing of another's lips One of life Of playfulness Of promises like "I will never let you go. "Even if you're taken away from me." The savage thrusting of tongue against tongue. One of passion Of domination. Of promises like "I will make you mine. "Even if I

Feel the fool Cry her blood Kiss her skin Touch her lips Feel the fool Strike her love Burn her memories Shred her hope Feel the fool Strip her down to nothing Lay her bare to the world Mock her helpless cries Feel the fool Own her Possess her Master her Feel the fool. Make her a fool no more.